I feel like I've become Melanie Joy Toews. The fullness I receive from sitting and applying colors to something in a way that no one has ever done and no one will ever do from their own imagination and talent, WOW. For a poet I'm speechless.
You know how you act a certain way or dress, etc. and you know you're only doing it because that's who you want people to perceive you to be? Painting strips me of that and I am a painter. I'm not trying to impress anyone or say 'Hey look at me, I paint!' and then go home and don't paint. I paint and therefore I paint. It's so beautiful and so simple that it makes me laugh. I have never been so comfortable in my own skin, I've probably said that before, but as most of you know, many of us take a long time to get there and some don't even make it.
I put a brush in my hand and start playing and I feel beautiful.
Beauty and Full.